So its the night before the operation, she seems to sense something is up, sticking to my side, whining to go out, coming right back in....wandering the house and avoiding the pen set up that is ready for her home coming.  Brina could be sensing my nervousness, I run my hand down her back leg while we're watching tv and her head in on my leg and I wonder "what am I doing to  her"??? I know its for her own good, I know in 4 months she'll be a new dog, better than ever......my head says "you know you have no choice" and my soft compassionate heart says "My poor baby, I'm so sorry you have to go through this"......8 am will be here soon and we'll be off. Send up a few prayers for Brina and perhaps a little one for me.
  night all.